If I could die of a broken heart, you would have killed me a thousand times
Although the happiness you gave me made me always want to climb
Into the clouds, floating, faraway, light and free
But without you I want to sink, I cannot face being me.

My tears fall into darkness and only I can hear me cry
Lost in a well of loneliness, a well that is deep and dry
I am lonely and lonely only for you, your love kept me shining and glad
And now you just call me insane, thinking that I’m mad.

I’m sorry for how much I love you, I’m sorry for how much I care
I’m sorry that I miss you so much no longer being there
I’m sorry you can’t cope with how I’m reacting to it all
I’m sorry you feel like you can’t be taking my call.

I have to write down the words, because I have no one to tell
Missing how you make me smile, help me up if I fell
I gave everyone up for my horrible sin and the punishment’s still not done
Because now it’s time for another except for me there is none

I try to think of all the happy times like you said: to pull myself together
But it just reminds me that we’ll not share those moments forever
You don’t know how much you fill up a part of me inside
Keeping me strong and sane but the strength and lucid have now died

Fragmented and scattered, I feel like I’m falling apart
You try to tell me it’s all for a brand new start
But only you make me happy, so what does it matter when you’re not here?
Everything is blurred without you, it used to be so clear.

I just want to call you up and for you to still love me as you did~do?
I don’t want things to change, I just want us to be cool
Not like this where we won’t exist, invisible, out of sight and mind
I don’t believe that life is cruel to be kind.

I’m sorry I make you scared, I’m sorry I make you feel so messed up
I’m sorry that I make it so hard when you think it’s so clear-cut
I’m sorry I’m not coping, I’m sorry I make you frown
I’m sorry that I can’t help myself from feeling so down.

I’m sorry you’re afraid of what might happen, or what I might do
I’m sorry that I find it so hard to let go, I’m sorry I need you
I’m sorry for all the pain that my pain has caused your mind
I’m sorry for breaking your heart when you’ve been so beautiful and kind

I’m sorry this is how I feel, I’m sorry it makes things worse
I’m sorry all I do is cry and tell you how much it hurts
I’m sorry I’m so weak when I should be so strong
I’m sorry for everything, for always being wrong

My eyes are tired and small and only for you they are big and brown
Trying to pretend I don’t miss you always being around
Pretending that I don’t care when my soul has been stolen away
Missing how we were, forever and a day.