I am so sad in my heart, I could cry all day
But that’s not going to change the reality that you can’t stay
I know you want me to be strong so I tell you I haven’t cried
Not wanting you to be angry but you know the truth I can’t hide
You know me like nobody else and god knows I love you so much
And the love someone else may want to give feels like it will never be enough
I want to explain to you my thoughts inside
Without you it feels like a part of me has died
The part where we are each other and love each other away
Where I see your secret smile for me everyday
Where I want to be your everything as you are mine
The hurt is killing me inside
Most days I pretend away my life, not really living unless you’re there
Not really smiling unless I have your giggling to share
You have a part of me that belongs to nobody but you
And without you, what am I supposed to do?
You complete me and without you I just don’t work
Knowing that loving you so much is causing the hurt
I’m sorry for being so emotionally weak but night takes away my disguise
And only the darkness can see my stupid crying eyes.