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Patience, or Not
You hurt me with
Your stony silence,
Fertile imagination
Creates stories
From nothing.
Escape me this world
Else I may lose my mind
Shaking from the cold
Inside.
Wait me this boy
Impatience grows
Cruel, sullen, slow
Hesitation creeps
Outside.
Swing both ways,
Living proof of a livid
Angel in disguise.
Rabbit Hole
Speeding, accelerating into oblivion,
I scream, and in the darkness
My voice is suffocating
And I can’t breathe,
The air is stifling
And the ferocious warmth
Dries my eyes,
Lids close tight shut.
He hollers for me after dusk,
Menacing, stock of mean tenderness,
Leans back and gives me control,
Closing his eyes, imagining.
Gripping me with vulnerability
And his concept of love
Which leaves me paralysed
And blind.
He smiles and I drown in sorrow
For all of the memories.
He promises to straighten out.
Persuasion for moving moments.
He promises heaven,
But delivers me daily hell.
He is not mine to suffer
The nightmares alone.
Wonder if he knows, now
My heart beats for only me.
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He catches me on Mondays
Like a star, temporary and constant.
A new diamond, a new sky
Like a butterfly, trapped and free,
Flitting between pollen types
And numb telephone signals.
Hiding behind giant chairs,
Typing his speak to me.
He smiles and I drown in his eyes.
When he blinks, I breathe.
Specks of introspection,
Keeps his thoughts to himself.
Setting out boundaries
We want to break,
Keeping a distance
That keeps us apart.
In love with a boy,
Twenty metres away.
Lids, gently open.
Tears, wet my eyes.
And the succumbing heat
Brings me peace,
I’m breathing,
My voice is speaking,
Speeding, accelerating
Into the first day of,
The rest of my life.
Last Night
You’re a star.
Like a comet or one that stays in the sky forever?
One that stays in the sky forever?
It was a trick question;
Shooting star; fleeting; temporary;
Catch her like a butterfly.
Forever star; unobtainable, far;
Shines bright against cobalt clouds;
That makes for the sparkle.
Is this why women are complicated?
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You had a question for me when we were in the car,
But then as usual you decided not to share.
True as my words, I remember the question,
But true to form, I won’t ask the question.
I can’t share with you.
Why are you not allowed to share?
I don’t remember there being any rules?
Rules are magic and appear only for you, apparently.
Secrets, secrets, secrets, frustrating.
Tease! What sweet would I get in return for a secret?
My lips are sealed.
Such a picture of innocence.
I’ll tell you in maybe ten hundred days.
Patience of a saint?
Please, please, pretty please?
You’ve proved me right by your wrongs
So many times, I know it’s not coming,
So there is no need for you to pretend.
If your words, were ever
An incentive to prove you wrong…
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The rules were not broken,
No need to forgive you,
There’s nothing to forgive.
And that to-do list will stay
In the back of my mind.
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It’s getting serious; the deal is
We aren’t supposed to discuss things
That are overtly flirtatious or suggestive;
That could lead to the aforementioned developments.
It is no longer permitted on the agenda.
I won’t be discussing it with anyone,
It’s one for me, and me only.
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I think we both know which option I was referring to Miss A.
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The right thing is always the hardest thing,
Often the opposite of what you want.
Nothing is ever simple.
She’s inside his head,
She’s got inside his head.
GT
Seeing as I promised,
Heart of an imperfect angel,
There is some definite overlap
Not actually sure why
I’m telling you all this?
…but a promise is a promise!
Melt in your mouth type.
Wedding Vows
You take bites out of my soul,
Ripped skin bearing scars
From Satan’s hysterics
Laughing at me.
Pleasure,
Insatiable treasure.
You snatch shadows from my mind,
Unforgotten memories and pain.
Angels from heaven
Hitting me with rocks,
And stones.
Breaking my bones.
You twist the innocent and truth.
Silent lies lurking preventing hurt.
Glimmer of hope,
Shines like gold,
And then,
Shrinks away again.
You blind and blacken my eyes
With not nearly enough sleep,
Too tired to cry,
Wasting my tears.
Terms and conditions
Apply.
Blessing
If dreams were real, and words were true
We’d be living in heaven without being blue.
If promises made, were never broken,
A bad word about you would never be spoken.
Let blessings guide you and light up your way
May this angel protect you and your heart today.
Make a solemn wish, keep to mending wrongs,
And truth in you, will grow to be strong.
Let faith take you by the hand, and lead you to riches
And the angels will shower you with platinum kisses
Let the snowflakes freeze over the icy past,
And melt away any curses cast.
Bless this day, bless your soul
Take sin from you heart and replace it with gold
Make the right decisions, take madness from you mind
Serenity will discourage you from being cruel to be kind
Make a wish, smile for happiness and joy
And let everyone see
The man is no longer a boy.



