You’re hurting me because it burns you that I went to see him

But what choice did I have when he threatens my life

I asked for your help and you did not respond

What could I do when I didn’t want a public scene

My life is not the business of eyes watching from the mezzanine

And now you are unimpressed (understatement) but what could I do

You of all people should understand how he can be

How he can get

You are witness to the tears and anger and violence

Should his temper blind his body and bind his soul

To a fiery anger of high blood pressure and lack of control

What did you want me to do?

I told him I was scared, I told him it was done

I told him not to touch me, and that it should never have begun

He wouldn’t listen, he’s too strong for my strength

I’m better to just play along.

I still care and love him but where will it take me in the end?

I want to be with you and I want you to be more than my friend

I’m in love with you but I need to get away

How can here the both of us stay?

Too many rumours and falsities how do I know wrong from right

Truth from lies?

You are my saviour but you hide your heart from me

Asking me to figure it out by myself

I have no patience, I am paranoid, I have no trust

You need to spell it out, if needs must

I can never be yours if you don’t fight for your heart

It should always have been you, right from the start.