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Stupid Girl
He’s such a darling sweetheart
Of course he will buy you presents
He always comes ready with a
Bunch of flowers and an innocent kiss
Gives me spending money
For my holiday in Paris.
Spends money, buys me
Countless gifts, because
I am his.
Stupid girl.
You are refusing him satisfaction
In lust, so he presents you with
Objects of his affection
As substitution
– for the tool he is –
For that which he wishes
To ravish you
With.
He’s played innocent and guilty,
Blinded lucky number seven,
To my knowledge – he likes the exclusive.
Burns his wrist to prove his love
God only knows his next trick.
Blue diamonds in
Your hand, you accept.
And then he is
Elusive.
Stupid girl.
You will believe him, his charm,
Fall into his smile and drown
In his hands when he touches your
Cheek. Poppy-eyed in the millions
Of happy wishful pipe-dreams.
Flipside, realside, hand to mouth
Pennies, living like a dog.
Hungry.
Convoluted, misinformed,
Betrayed betrothals already exist.
Counterfeit promises and explanations
You would repulse in shock,
He won’t give up until you give in
He will twist your mind and persist.
But if only you knew his
Heart of rot, if only you could
Resist.
Note 14
She rings you in the middle of the night
For no apparent reason other than she’s mad
She’s angry with you because you make her so sad
Tears hiding behind her eyes
And her lies
Why have you got such a hold on her?
She’s just some girl
I am your wife, I am supposed to be your world.
She texts you Good morning darling hope you’re ok
You pretend to dismiss her but with a knowing smile
Waiting for me to leave before her number you dial
In her house so many nights you stayed
You lied for days
Why has she got such a hold on you?
She’s just some girl
You are my husband, I am supposed to be your world.
She cried to sleep when you were sleeping around
But who is she for her heart to hurt and break
Why would she shout that you’re such a snake
Still keeping your secrets without breathing a word
Both your lies
Why have you got such a hold on each other?
She’s just some girl
We are married, I am supposed to be your world.
Note 4
She gives you her everything but why is she still not enough?
Why did you fall in love with me and stuff?
If I was a mistake, then why didn’t you just leave?
How can I make you in my words believe?
History repeats itself over and over in language and love
Maybe divine intervention helped from above?
I didn’t mean for it to go so far
I didn’t mean to fall into you so hard
But how can you help who you fall in love with?
Believing love was just a myth…
You shouldn’t have tried to break me down
Because now I can’t be without you being around
How was I what you were missing in your life?
When you already had a and a
I’m sorry for the past but it’s there, what can I do?
I didn’t keep it secret from you
You knew from day one, the same as me,
So why do we continue to be?
I wish I could give myself to you how I was before
I wish I knew you two years ago.



